need advice
im married and my husband and i have had a threesome with a woman in our area, we do this every sat. night. im a bbw and she is bigger than me, my husband tells me that he cant get off with her for she is to big, but last night he went and spent the night at her house. makes me kinda feel like im inaddequate or something. i havent slept. i feel as though if he can do it why cant i right???
but when we tried to have a foursome with another man involved it bothered me. i felt dirty like i cheated on my husband, even though he was there. i think if he wasnt there i would have probably enjoyed it and want it again.
i dont know what to do. should i keep allowing him to go over her house and spend the night without me or should i put an end to our weekend playtime with her? should i find someone for me??
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