The married liar!
I guess this is really a question to married men who choose
to be cowards, rather than be open and honest about their
true intentions regarding relationships. (Although
I don't condone married men cheating on their wifes,
I do admire the ones who choose to be honest about their marriage
which in turn gives someone else a choice about entering
into this type of situation, therefore respecting (not
manipulating) another party).
Recently I was involved with a man who asked me to be his wife,
being so much in love, I was ready to take this huge step,
move over 500 miles and let love blossom and sex be new and
joyous as often as possible......it wouldn't be a
problem to relocate or find another decent job given my
credentials......so my fears were nominal and my excitement
was tremendous.
Until the crushing moment when I spoke with his wife on the
telephone, realizing that the love of my life had been playing
a one-sided hurtful game and I wasn't a willing participant.
Oh that wasn't the end of it, being so heart sick and
foolish, knowing that his spouse of 22 years had kicked
him out of their home, I believed him when he continually
called stating the hardship he was in. At one point he drove
the 500 miles one-way for the weekend and told me he was tired
of being such a FUCK-UP and needed me. Confused because
of the love I felt and also because his wife had told me that
he loved me and she was pursuing a divorce, I fell for yet
another lie.
At last, instead of passing my instinct of fear off as anticipation
and excitement, I confronted him. Like the coward he is,
rather that face the issues, he bailed, hung up and continued
to try to cover his position with more lies (the man not only
had a wife, but also another girlfriend whom he lives with).
The love I felt was more than I had ever known, there have
more tears than I thought were possible since I told him
not to contact me any longer, yet somehow I know God will
provide....................
Passion
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