You already answered it (Gold-silver-woodclass,who cares...)
Yes , it is embarrassing but I am sitting here without being
forced to type and yet...
You brought up the facts that you would be allowed to type
a certain (huge) amount of words in a minute , which would
mean a rapid speed , severe spelling problems and noway
to use that reasonable anyway , did I get that right?Right!I
am one of those who wouldn't even have gotten a lifeweste
on the titanic to find something that comes close to the
wood(or 3rd-class) here, but also the "gucciandarmani"-lifeweste(see
how many spellingmistakes we are allowed to make and that
doesn't cost a bit)aren't completely satisfied
and even if one wants to pay a fortune because a good poem
takes some time if you only use 1 finger-they didn't
open the poets-room yet and the one , reserved for the vip's
, lolol, 'xcuse me, but this is fun , always (I saw
it twice)looks so empty...oboy I bet they have an extra
maid for dust and spiders nests.Don't start with maths
here unless you need it to stay calm because someone like
me could be in the mood to say "but if"and cause
a hell of a mess.At first I thought it was such a waste to say
mail was waiting for me -of course only from a metal-member
as you know since wood-ones aren't even able to get
that far and I never got to see it.Then I thought of how unfair
it was that metal-mambers pay more to type500 words a minute, as
you said, or 5 in an hour-the service they pay for doesn't
deliver it and now we are getting somewhere and I hope it
isn't back to the ground too fast because it is scary
.It would be so simple to avoid that stress but someone had
the nerve to praise the advantage of being able to get out
(once you paid a fortune to get in)and offered to do it for
you-online and not on a silver plate by a butler , maybe
in an extra room('just for you2 or 4 or 5-how about it...?)-mmm-tempting
isn't it ? Aaand"OUCH!"-here is the ground
, we just landed.Nobody sits in a steambath , hottub , goldenroom
to mingle. Now why I mentioned the titanic :I can cool it
off even more if someone really wants that .And that would
mean to take someones setup and destroy it because we will
hit the iceberg and it is unimportant what brand of boat
we won't get a chance to sit in-cold enough?I know so
far it looked like this would cause a headache because I
meant it.I studied linguistics, psychology and a while
later numerics became a kind of hobby but even maths wouldn't
help now .It is completely irrelevant and they could call
them tomatoe-, orange and woodclass -but nobody cares
.Because they don't want to , nope-they can't!
That's a bucket full of icewater now .The lines between
numb , busy , frightened, bored or chose what you like
are so thin it could cause an incredible damage and the thought
of being desperate enough is scary , embarrassing and
an absolute 'NoNo'in our society that I made the
choice to concider this here a luxury , worth it and prefer
to have a great time as long as I am staying but I don't
want to be forced to smash someones already bruised heart
, mind or soul by taking his or her little boat and hit it
against the iceberg by saying everyone is sitting in front
of a monitor at a desk -alone, couple or not-to send ones
and zeros out into the orbit , create a phantasy that won't
be fullfilled, not a chance because our brain doesn't
work that way-and pays for it.That is the harmless version
and also a version I put here so most didn't want to even
start to read it .Someone could use those things and hit
the jackpot(use it while 'talking's not serious
enough), in real bad cases they don't even know how
to talk to the other half anymore.So start like this :What
do I want to feel like ? How do I enjoy getting there? or that
ship will drown, trust me.Don't analize this too
much and too precise but have fun , make spelling mistakes
and play headgames on mindfields if you have to.It feels
good, is healthy and you can even make someone else feel
like a princess , knight or king .And use all your senses
everything else would be dumb , just don't admit it
(;-)when you are among those we could call non-users if
you like, they won't be able to comprehend it that
quick which is ok, just don't please.I could invite
a fit , funny , stable , phantastic and 'DD-free(that
is so nuts )'guy to join me in a whirlpool and tell me
how he shaves his entire body , as long as he is sane or doesn't
have an accident next week.Right now it would be from here
, at my house , behind a messy desk , barely dressed , hair
all wild and wet , lazy and sloppy , hanging on my chair
and my biggest problem is wether I should take a bite of my
cold burger or a spoonfull of yoghurt and make the 2nd astronaut
of today a very happy man who feels just great and only two
times so far I thought 'you are lucky that you just wrote
that you poor little , impotent worm and I didn't say
ok already, what I had to read was cold and a humiliation
for every worm around and I wasn't forced to sin and
teach him that he wasn't even going to be a homo erectus
after that date...I was lucky too.And all that leads to
the essence :Don't analyze it if your in it too.It is
nuts , it is cold .Stay a while and play or meet someone and
inhale everything you can .I stay in the wooden boat , and
have a great time when one waves over from a golden boat -we
are alive .Some write alone , but they have to wake up and
remember who they are and share it with us .Alone? Hey , maybe
the fellow who owns that machine is feeling a bit lonely
.And if this already sounded crazy concider it could be
on purpose and analyze it , you are invited .The owner of
the main computer of this company (well , whoever has most
of the virtual money)wouldn't get an invitation to
drink a cup of tea , all he could do would be saying he's
a retired astronaut , new in town and a bit lonely-and later
he could count zeros , ones , send all that up to the sky
where he can't see it anymore while we can look at the
stars and feel like kings and princesses-you can count
on it .I think that's sane .Byebye.
TINKA
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