Walker of Wheat Fields
Hey everyone, uhm, you know I think this website is pretty
cool, you can meet some awesome people. There is only so
much you can do to advertise that you're available. I have
to admit I'm new to this place, and am not an expert, but have
had some experience, and found the art of Kama Sutra both
enlightening and gradifying. I've studied the books,
been told once or twice that it was great from a partner.
But now since joining this, it's seems like it's causing
a negative effect, I'm actually not getting laid. In fact
I haven't gotten any in 8 months. It's really degrading
sometimes. Being a college/military man you would think
it would have it's benefits? For some reason the women in
my area that I know are either not interested in sex, or already
have their own admirers. I don't know, I just don't know
anymore. What does it take to get a little sexual pleasure
once and a while, maybe even in a great while would be better
than this... Everyone says I'm a nice guy, and then they
don't even think about it. Don't even wonder if maybe they
would take a chance with me. It's like being a guardian angel
from day to day that no one can see or touch, only known to
be there when you need someone. Everyone thinks of me as
a nice guy... what is a nice guy? What I wouldn't give to make
every woman's day a little better. It's not easy being alone,
but I guess it's something I'm good at... I guess I'm not
cut out to be a civilian? Nothing ever happens anymore...
All the Govn't will let me do is sit on my hands at college,
they wouldn't accept my volunteerism... They didn't need
me... I feel useless...
-matthew-
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